My boyfriend broke up with me almost 3 weeks ago. We were only dating for 3 months, but we spent so much time together (being in a small town and not knowing many people) that it felt like such a shock. I felt blindsided and confused. He was my first every thing. I cried for so long (and I still do). The thing that sucks is that I see him almost everyday at work. But see, we never run into each other or get within a greeting distance, which makes it seem harder. We also have the same group of friends, but most of them are guys so they don’t really take sides.
I’ll miss the cuddles. I’ll miss the kisses. I’ll miss his laugh. I’ll miss the sex. I’ll miss him. But we are not getting back together. Because we changed and because we both weren’t there anymore. We’re both different people who tried to make something work and it just didn’t succeed. That’s okay.
Anyways, I’ve got so much free time I’ll probably pick up some new hobbies. Going to learn french, maybe juggle, and start getting fit. Oh, and hello tumblr, it’s good to be home.